Sunday, September 12, 2010

[You are a fear prisoner. Yes, you are a product of fear.]

I love how watching movies makes me want to make my own, even if the movie in question has absolutely nothing to do with what I want to create. Case in point: just saw Jack Goes Boating.



That has nothing to do with what I want to write. And yet, watching it makes me want to write.

The first week here, we had this lecture series: Finding Your Story. The lecturer was Gill Dennis. He wrote Walk the Line, along with more stuff than I care to list here, but point is that he knows his shit. He told us all about what to pull into characters: greatest moments of fear, triumph, pride, shame. That sort of thing.

Which would all be much easier if I'd actually had any of the above. Really, my life has been pretty damn boring thus far by movie standards. You know, normally, I'm not really one to complain that I've had a nice life. Family, friends, schools... the low points have been few and far between. Which usually doesn't make for a very good story.

Or could it.

I really love the idea of this kid who has no real reason to be terrified of life, but can't help it. Who lets that fear take over to the point where he can't come back from it. And even though he knows none of it makes any sense, he still can't shake it.

A little Eternal Sunshine, a little Wristcutters, and a little me. I'm very attached to it already. Now to just do writing on the side while producing full-time...